Today, I am reminded of where I’ve been. Sometimes it’s easy to forget. Sometimes it’s easy to take things for granted. Just now walking through the halls of my office, I had a thought of…I just have so much on my mind. Then I paused and thought, no…. I really don’t but I used to. I remember walking through these halls so consumed with worry, dread, regret. Consumed by a panic feeling that there was so much undone and so much to do. Feeling like I might not ever get it all done, that I probably wouldn’t. Just accepting that for life and trying to find ways to move this worry to another place to temporarily give it ease. I don’t live life like that anymore. I can’t really even put my finger on a time when I felt all of that weight lift from my shoulders. When I was finally able to wake up without that gnawing sickness in my stomach, without the racing heart, and negative thoughts. Sure, at times I still...
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